How many of u guys think my life is messed up?

i just want to see how many of u guys think i have a messed up ,i think i do . well here's how my life is so far.
my messed up life started even before i was born,my dad had a girl friend who he loved very much but then broke up eith her cause she had a Bf before which was stupid, and to get back at her he slept with her best friend and in that one night she got pregnant, so he had to take responsiblity and so my half older sister was born and a couple years later my half bro was born, then my dad met my mom and they started to go out but she didnt know that he had children(FYI he was still living with his "wife(they wernt married )" so she met my dads family and they knew that my dad had a wife and children...but they didnt tell her, but later on she found out but my dad told her another lie saying that the mom was in a instution cause she was crazy and that he was a single father of his daughter but he didnt mention he had a son. so my mom belived him a year later my dad went to the USA and a few months later my mom came to the usa too cause my dad wanted to be with her...but the sad part is my dad left his children and wife without telling them. a year had past and my dad and mom were expecting a daughter ,me, any way when my dads children,my half sibs,and wife found out they grew a strong hatred toward my mom and me. when my mom found out that my dad was lying all this time she was hurt but still stayed with him cause she thought he would change boy was she wrong years passed and so far i had a happy childhood , i thought my parents were happy with theur marrige and they kind of were but then i found out the truth that my dad left my half sibs and he lied to my mom(he still sent money so their mom could take care of ) them though) and then trouble begin to happen my dads family hated my mom cause she had stopped sending money to my dads family, so they started to talk bad things about my mom to me,although they were lies and i knew it so i told my mom, she was mad and sad and confronted my dad abput it and he didnt care at all so he said he would divorce my mom..it was the worst day of my life i begged and pleaded for them to be together but then i saw how sad my mom would be with him so i told my mom to seperate him for HER happiness but she didnt cause she knew i would be sad. so years passed on i had a little sister, then one day m,y mom finally got her US residence so we decided to go to peru last year and i finally got to meet my half bro and sis and i was really happy!!(but i didnt know they hated me neithier did my mom) my mom was helping my half bro get his residence he was 19, after we left peru a month later he got his residence approved so he came to live with us in the US, after a few weeks everything was great then bad things began to happen ..u see my bro still hated my dad for leaving him and his mom and sis ..he laso hated my mom so he started to say bad things to her...my mom told me and i began to tell my bro to stop he doid for a while and then one day he tried to choke her and another day he ran outside to catch her before she went to her second work and when she was about to close the car door he purposley put his hand there and my mom wasnt quick enbough to stop him so the car door closed on his nahd and he called my dad saying that my mom did it on purpose, on christmas he ran away, then came back the nxt day, then one day my mom drove him to work(they worked at the same place) he started to raise the volume and open the windows and beeping the horn while my mom was driving and she started to scream that they were going to crash and die if he kept doing that and he said thats what he wanted, and then when they got to work he told her that everything was a lie and that he hted her and me and my little sis and that the only reason he came to the us was to get revenge on my mom(that bastard!!)and my dad. my mom stayed in the car crying then the next dayshe went to her first job and then something terrible happened she fainted and had to go to the emergency room she was so sad and heartbrokened that her whole body went numb now she has to take anti depressents and stuff. my bro moved out of the house and lives somewhere else but he still works at the sameplace where my mom works. and the only time he comes to my house is to pick up his mail..-_-....now my mom has to look for another job cause he keeps saying bad things to her ..not directly but in jokes but in a bad way. soooooo ummmmm thats it

Wow that is tough. I wouldn't say that your life is messed up but you have been through some difficult times. There are some confused people out there and it sounds like you have had to deal with quite a few of them. Don't let this get to you though. You can grow through this. You and your mom seem close and focus on your relationship with her because you guys will always be there for each other. :) Make the best out of what you have and god bless.

Wow. Self pity is not the answer.... but prozac might be.

what you are going thru is LIFE...!!

what the hell is wrong with you?

Hon, I think your just hurting because your mom got hurt so bad throught this. of course that effects you too. I am glad you are having a good childhood so far and i know that even though you are.. things like this can hurt you on the inside. It effects you too. sometimes adults dont stop and think who they hurting when they have all this out in the open. People can get hateful but just remember what a wonderful person you are, and dont let anyone put you down for what your mom and dad has done and gone through. Good luck you sound like a sweet person :)

Nothing really has happened to YOU personally. Everything has involved other members of your family. Even though it has affected you i some way. Try not to let it get to you and take care of your own personal life.

That was too long to read, quite annoying actually
stop feeling bad for yourself and be thankful for what you even have.
Dude everyone has struggles so don't think that you have it all bad
because you got problems. Wow big whoop everyone does so we don't care.