Crush on cousin, can you help?

I am a 20 year old male. My cousin is 16 years old (female.)
The last time we saw each other was when we were little kids. Basically, over this past weekend, we met each other for the first time in over 10 years! We haven't even talked to each other until a couple days ago! It turns out that her and I are EXACTLY alike! And her and I hit it off big time. We stayed at a hotel over the weekend for a family members wedding. Her and I talked for 2 hours the first night by ourselves. Then, the next night, her and I went into a media room in the hotel to talk and spend some time with each other. Well...We talked and spent time together alone from 11:00 PM to 6:00 AM while everyone was asleep. ...I fell in love with her. And she is REALLY mature for her age btw...she acts and talks as if she is in her twenties. Anyway, the first night that we were at the hotel, my cousins stepmother told all of us cousins that we were not allowed to go into each others rooms at night time.

Well, during the first hour of the second night when my cousin and I spent 7 hours alone with
each other in the computer room of the hotel(just talking)...my cousin and I were talking about how
weird it was that her stepmother told us
that we couldn't be in the same hotel room together. But here is the thing...my cousin joked 2 or 3 times
about her and I "making out" or "doing something (sexually i guess)." And when she said those things
to me, she was staring directly into my eyes. I felt as if she was wishing that we could be together...but
i don't know. And I caught her staring at me a couple of times over the weekend too. When I caught her,
she would quickly look away. And BTW, I do NOT care that she is my first cousin. In fact, it never
even felt as if we were related. We are technically and biologically related, but this was the first
time we had seen or talked to each other in over 10 years. (I was 8, she was 4.)

i had the same thing happened to me
i felt like u were telling my story really
we met when i was 16 he was 18
but we both felt the same
we almost went for it
but we decieded that it was just a sexual urgue
as in sexually attracted
it felt strong at the moment
but keeping ur family is worth it
so i suggest u guys to keep it cool
and not get too envolved
good luck really
you'll need it
any questions or for more details feel free to contact me

"YOU CAN'T DATE YOUR COUSIN, THAT IS GROSS!"

i don't think it's gross you should ask her and tell her to tell you the truth. if she does then tell her how you feel.

i said it on the other question. ; D follow what you think is right.