So what do you think now?

Pookie again well my trucker freind called again after a 24 hr pause. I told him I didnt wanna do this anymore its to hard on my heart. He ask me if I was sure I told him u tried to be here twice already and every time supposedly your job doesnt send u this way i was done He called the next morning to to tell me he had a route through my home and wanted to see me. I gave in. We spent two very nice days to gether He showed me pictures of his guy room mate dog truck motor cycle and swore hes not married or involved. He met all my friends and family. He even brought me a cute teddy bear I know silly but nice. He wants me and my sis to come see him next monthfor my birthday He left this morning and has called twice to let me know what a good time he had. I want to see him again but I am so scared . Should I take this chance?

Sounds like he pleased you and you pleased him. Why not take the chance? That's what makes life grand!