What would you say?

i've lost all of my friends except like one
and i'm like so depressed about it and i don't know what to think
i've tried making new ones but its really hard i'm just really depressed and discusted at myself because i spend all my time bymyself in my room because i have nothing to do
and im going to be a junior next year and i know its not right
for somone this young to be all to themself and not do anything
i dont think its healthy
and when i do try to meet someone else i just start thinking negative and everything and i let myself down because i know that eventually they will backstab me or screw me over.
so i have a trust problem with friends.
btw low self esteem is NOT my problem
i'm extremly confindent in myself its almost rediculous
maybe to much
and that might be the cause too.

what do i do?

i just don't trust people because so many people have screwed me over i got sick of it and just lost all of my friends when i stood up for myself to them
i lost alot and i relized who truly cared.
i only spend time alone because i have nothing to do and i see no point of leaving because i have nothing to do so i just bumm out it sucks
but my self esteem has nothing to do with it belive me :)

I think I am hearing you say that for whatever reason, you and the majority of your old friends came to a point where you decided not to go along ... so .... the natural thing to do is be a bit sad at the loss ... and then get on with your life. The people who drifted off and don't care, well, they are not worth your time. Maybe you need to look more carefully at what type people you choose to be friends with. I'm not trying to be mean, but seriously, if you see someone telling gossip or lies about someone else to make themselves seem cool, they are not going to be a good friend to YOU. If you pick back stabbers as friends you can't complain when they stick ya! It is not easy to change how you choose friends, but it is important to think about. You are at a point where you are going from one growing up stage to another, so this is a normal situation for you to face. Hang in there kiddo, it's going to be different before you know it :)

Sorry to tell you this but it sounds like you may need to seek some medical help and /or counseling if you think you are suffering so bad from depression that you spend your time by yourself and have only one friend left. Something is definitely going on with you. A person with high self esteem wouldn't find themselves alone. Think about talking to someone who can help you.......

Trying is better than nothin'........
Get out of your room and open yourself!
Figure out what you have done wrong to your friends,
and fix it. If they know what you really feel about them, they will come back to you. Also, if you dont really feel like making up with them, make new friends. And if you dont open yourself and show people who you are, they will believe in you, and they will want to be your friend. Nobody is going to believe in you if you dont believe in yourself first. Good Luck!

You really should find some friends. Good ones. Find people just like you OR totally opposite of you. It's so crazy it might just work!!!