Ive lost my virginity, really confused? What should i do?

You see im 18 years old this year, i have a boyfriend who is the same age though he's very immature and average looking, but his been with me for a long time. However, he doesnt know how to make a girl special and i think i might be clinging onto him for the sake of it.

However, recently i met another guy through a friend. He's a successful guy, 27 years old and very charming and good looking. He asked me out for a date and i was just too tempted. On the date, he showered me with gifts and stuff. I went out with him a few times and he would always pick me up from school with his car, making my frens envious. Hes a very sweet talker too smth my boyfren doesn鈥檛 have.

Ok, after sometime,he asked me to his apartment as it was his birthdae. I went up and we had a candlelight dinner and drank wine. After awhile, I started to get tipsy and he brought me to his room and then did it with me. It was my first time.

Ok now back to my current boyfriend, actually his been pestering me for sex for a long time, but I refused. This time I gave it to him cause whats the point of not doing so when I already lost my virginity. Now im afraid I might lose both of them.

you still have a boyfriend, you shouldnt even start anything with the older guy anyway. Its immature, whats worst is you're giving up having sex with your bf just because he wants it. WOW...So, tell your bf about it, if he's willing to forgive you. If not, then your deserve for what you did. Anyway, did you even tell the old guy your taken? if you did, then its a rape. Call the cops.

get over it...!!!

I've dated older guys before. After looking back though, why would a successful guy 10 years older me want to date me, a girl still in high school? It does seem flattering I know, but come on, where could this relationship possibly go? Do you still want to keep seeing both of them? I say lose the older guy who is just using you and go with the guy who really cares for you. Funny how the guy had to get you drunk to get you to put out. The guy is bad news. Chalk this up to an experience and learn from it. Just because you lost your virginity, don't just do it with anyone, chose your lovers carefully, it's something special between two people. Good Luck.