I feel so different.
I'm normal, but i'm not.
Lol, I don't know what my deal is.
I have a mild form of ocd.
I think it's mild, atleast.
My mom's taken me to see if I was crazy before.. because my ocd was so weird.
I don't know if I have a mild form of shizofrenia (skitzofrenia) too or what..
I've actually never even considered that before just now, lol wow.
I will like talk to... nothing because there MIGHT, just MIGHT be something there.
That's how I think too.
I'm so confused.
And yes, I have smoked pot before.. lmfao.
I thought this way when i was like 2 though.
I have forever.
My dad passed away when I was 7.
So I dont know.....
I do believe in paranormal.
What is wrong with me?
You know that feeling when like, you have to poop.. but youre holding it in because youre in a class or something?
Well, I like that feeling... lmfaorofl.
Also, when I do poop, (excuse the crudity..lol) I dont find it gross at all to take it out, and look at it.
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I've even like, tasted it before.
I just put it on the tip of my tounge, and like bit it.. it was so gross.
Lol.!
But yeah, that's another thing that makes me think... am I crazy?
Or is that just like a mild, weird form of being turned on my poop?
I know, I thought it was weird when i first heard that too.
I think I have the perfect midnt o be a big time scientist.
I'm a scorpio, so can someone tell me if that means anything?
I'm honestly, really miniuplative.
Also, the scorpio is the sex sign.. and I used to hateeee myself for knowing what that was when i was like 5.. i wanted to die because i hated knowing that. It grossed me out soo bad.. but yet i was honestly humping my bed post because it felt good.
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If you need to know, I am 14 years old, but I look around 18.. and i dont feel 14.
5'8 1/2.
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My mom took me to the doctor guy whe n i was like 11.
But I ony went once, and he didnt get anything out of me.
I was so confused back then.. didnt even know what my ocd was.
My mom told me a while ago that she had a mild form of ocd when she was a child herself, but what she said that stuck with me was "I know what you're going through, you aren't alone"
In my heart i dont think im crazy, i think im different.
A crazy person doesnt think, or know that theyre crazy.. so that couldnt be the case.. could it?
I honestly do not think that i am crazy.. just different.
But I might be crazy.. it's undeniably secure in my mind.
I dont know who I am.
Also, I eat alotttt at night.
I used to stay up until 7 in the morning eating and watching tv, and being on the computer in my room.. but now im back on schedulle.
I dont look that fat at all.
Just a little chubby i guess you could say, but i get hit on by EVERONE i meet.
guy OR girl.. lmfao i love it.
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Also, I ued to be and still am determined to become an actress.. amous, or well known one.
I was going to mvoe to l.a. when i turn 20.
after 2 years of college.
Now that i think about it, the last 2 years of my life have been denial.
I kept telling myself that i can wait until im skinny to do any plays or anything.. and then i keep holding off on the gym, for some stupid reason.. and binge some days, and just not eat somedays.
I was convinced that I would be successful at acting, and dont need a baclup plan.
I have been told many many many times by even people who hate me that i am a very good actress, adn dont knwo how a girl my age could act like that.
I can cry on cue, very easy.. and lots of other things.
But.. now I'm starting to think it's denial.
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Oh, by the way, I AM NOT A GUY! You aren't insane, only eccentric. Which anyone worth knowing is. if you ate your own poop, then you dont gots OCD! lol
you are a curious girl who is just curious in her own world. you think more than other people usually do and you consider most possibilities. I will tell you are weird strange creepy but you are not crazy. Not insane loco anyway. Just dont become a maniac killer or something. Or kleptomaniac. ok? lol youll soon enough understand....when you mature ..... I think your just a little curious about things and need to mature a little more before you cna make that assumption. |
