Oh. what to do to die today?

my life sucks..
i hav no friends and practically no social life
i am locked up in my room for last 1 month.. i hate sunlight
i have no gf for about 6 years
my bank balance is $2
i am getting fired tomorrow.. meeting with HR - i skipped work for 5 weeks pretending i am ill. i was sleepeng, doping and playing guitar .. nothin else for last two months
i am getting kicked out of the place where i live cause i have no money for rent
I am a marijuana user for last 5 years non stop
i dropped outta college before finishing bachelor degree
i changed 4 well paying jobs($40k pa) in 2 years
i am lazy and lathargic
i am skinny and underweight
i like rock music and playing guitar
i watch porn and maturbate a lot
i have no family.

can somebody suggest me the easiest way to die?

You are very depressed and feeling hopeless, and your pot use and life style have been leading you to where you are today.

You are not hopeless. You can turn your life around and be a successful person. You have skills and talents. That is obvious because you have had 4 good jobs in the last 2 years. Make a decision that you are fed up with your laziness and life style and you are going to turn that around and become a happier and successful person in this life, starting today.

Write down what you can do to get yourself on the right track: I suggest that as a start, you quit the pot for good. Get out and take a long walk. Walk or do vigorous exercise every day. This will help your mood immensely. Visit with some positive friends or relatives, in person if possible. Then write down a specific plan about how you are going to get and keep a job, and what you will do to inject some wholesome fun into your life. Take one step at a time, but take small steps today and every day to get going in a positive direction. Get yourself into counseling also. Your local mental health center should provide counseling for you and no or minimal cost. Contact them and make an appointment. Life can be beautiful, and 100% better than what you have created to this point.

Do not wallow in self-pity. That just tears you down. You can make a better life for yourself. Start now!

get a part time job rent a apartment in the ghetto and play world of warcraft

cmon u know u dont wanna die..force urself into the sunlight and enjoy it..live a life..its fun =)
after a while ur gonna get used to it..
besides theres no easy way to die(ive looked)
so go have some fun and try askin someone to help u out if u cant..

Smoking marijuana makes you lazy, lethargic, skinny, sleepy and depressed. So stop smoking and your life will turn around. It takes time to begin with but gradually it gets better and better.

You have set yourself up for failure. You have the personal assets to survive. You are a surviver. You have the dignity and selfworth still intact. In reality you still respect yourself. The problem and it is a problem because it has a resolution. If it were not a problem, kiss it good bye and forget it cuz it doesn't have an answer, is that you are concentrating on yourself too much. You have decided to worship the "ME" instead of the social "WE". When you do that you get exactly what you are getting. You wither because you don't get the warmth that comes from others. Stretch like a cat does, yawn like a pet does, sing like a bird, piss off the maryjane, she's deadbeat. Go to the mission house, get some hot food, a hot bath, some clean clothes. Take a long walk and start counting the good that you have in your life. You want to be lonely, out of luck dude, you aren't. Whether you believe in God or not, life is around you. It believes in you, it grows under your feet, it is above, you breathe life in. It rustles in your ears. Listen to the laughter of people, the noise of the city. In reality you got the best. All you got to do is ask God for help, He's been there all along. Immediately He will give you what you need.

For what it is worth, since the world began and until it ends there has not been anyone like you. The print that you leave on this earth only you can leave. You will never know the affect that you will have on this world, because only you can have that effect. Go on, make your mark on this world, maybe you are to have a child that will make the mark that assure us of peace, we never know.


You are now out in the real world, no apartment, no dope, thin, no porn, one guitar. These are things that are just that things. The real you, the WE that you have hidden for awhile is still there. Use that guitar to give thanks that you have experience pain and sorrow, now you will appreciate the good in this world. When you see some one down and out, you'll think, yea, I can help.

I am glad that you had access to Answers to post your question, I know that WE at answers take people at heart cuz we do care. So here's rooting for you. Please take care of yourself. Check yourself into a clinic and get help. God bless you and may He keep you safe in HIS arms.. Asi sea....

pl dear do not do anything which u regret later.its not that easy to die either.its only one life.nothing is over yet.u r skinny n underweight.isn't it better than being so fat n so overweight that u can't even walk n wen u walk ppl look at u like anything.u don't have money understood but u don't have any debts either.u r just thinking more of negative things.don't be like that.ur young,ur capable of getting a job isn't it?think abt those ppl who don't have food to eat n ppl who r so old n so poor who r unable to do anything even if they want to.
so don't lose heart n start a new life.think as if u born today itself.m sure nothing is over yet but its the best time to start all over again
best of luck
do take care:-)))))

It sounds to me like you don't want to die, otherwise you wouldn't be writing this question. I think that maybe you are asking "what can I do to live?"

Sometimes when we get too far down to get up by ourselves, we have to ask for help. I suggest that you go to an emergency room and tell them that you are suicidal. If you are admitted, they can help you get counseling and possibly get into a drug rehab program.

Just remember: NOTHING is going to be easy at this point. You have dug yourself into a hole. You can't sit back and do nothing and expect to get out. You have to make a decision. Do you want to have self-respect, a sense of purpose and peace in your life? You can't get there doing what you are doing. Period. Someone once said: "insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting to get different results." Up until today, you have made a decision to wreck your life. Now, you have a chance to fix it, but it will take courage and effort. So, no more whining. Time to decide.