Severe depression?

I am completely unhappy with my life. My parents hate my husband and my husband feels the same way about them. And I am the person who has to deal with it. I can't get a different job. I currently work for my parents and I just want out and I can't even get a phone call. I feel miserable. I have gained about 15 pounds because I just eat when I am upset. My husband and I fight because I mope around. We just moved to a brand new home and I hate it. There is so much going on with me and I never have a break to just handle my issues. I am going to the chriopractor right now so I can't afford to seek mental help and I don't want to be on medicine. I just don't know how to make myself be happy. Does anyone have any advice or good websites??

ok so while ur busy trying to make everyone else happy , im wondering who is worried about your happiness.. ??? Im im wondering "what do u want".. do u want everyone to get along? will that really solve the issues? probably not.. running away from the problem solves the issues? probably not.. sweetie u dont need mental help u need to start speaking ur mind, and stop bottling Your feelings up while everyone around u is expressing theirs.. What do u want? when u figure out what u want, u need to figure out if YOU can change it.. if u can.. or atleast change it enough to make it bareable.. then do it. . but if its not something u cant change then u need to let go of it.. and u need to decide if your happy in ur marriage.. if u are, then he is your top priority not ur parents.. they are grown ups who need to be happy for u, they dont have to like him but they can either respect you enough to be civil to him.. or then u need to cut down the Negativity by distancing yourself more from your parents, with that said, your husband should love and respect u enough to understand these are your parents, and although he doesnt have to like them , that u love them and that he should try and be civil to them for your sake.. they are treating u like a rope in a tug of war and neither side will stop till u show ur a big girl now that can make her own choices for herself.. and not be told what she has to do or how she needs to feel and thats for ur parents and your husband.. and if none of them like it then its time to distance ur self from all of them until they figure out that ur a person with feelings and a mind of ur own, if they want to be a part of u life thats great, but they have no right to "run" your life.. Figure out why u hate ur new home.. is it possibly cause its so far away from ur parents, is it the neighborhood, is it the financial side or responsibility?? why do u hate? and change it.. stop being everyones puppet and stand up for what u "WANT" in life.. ur suppose to "share" ur life with ur husband, not have it dictated to u.. and until u find it in yourself to be strong and for you to be the one that cares about YOUR happiness.. ur never going to be happy if u depend on other people to tell u to be happy.. u have to fight for happiness for yourself.. ur the only one that can do it.. dig deep into ur soul of what u want, and then fight to make it happen.. and stand ur ground on what u want, and how u want things to be, if anyone else doesnt like it, then its their choice not to be a part of your life, not yours..

Find YOUR VOICE.. and use it.. and remember respect is earned not given, so earn their respect by keeping ur foot down to what YOU want...

Take time for yourself! Think about the things that would make you happy and talk them over with your husband. Your husband if he truly wants to see you happy in the marriage, he may have to be the bigger person and begin to take steps towards healing relationship with family.Also , do seek personal counseling.

I have been fighting depression for the last few years and it keeps getting worse.I forget to eat for days,cry a lot.(I know,men aren't supposed to cry) It has come to the point I almost never leave the house.I have been to a scrink.I take anti-depressants but nothing helps.I HATE being alone all the time but I know I always will be.Good luck.